My Life

Good bye

2010-04-09T07:04:00.004-04:00

It's time to say good bye...
although my heart will stay the same
but I guess it's really over

...till we meet again, hopefully in the next life...

T.H.E. E.N.D.

Sarang hae yo

2010-03-31T01:26:00.003-04:00

Standing on this lonely stage
The stage light spreads my shadow
The music replays my sadness

Not every performance
Can make me forget that tomorrow won't have you
In my heart, we'll never be apart

The promise that was left in the digital camera
Every simple message of longing tells you

"Sarang hae yo" means I love you
It symbolizes that I cannot leave you
Every minute, every second, every sound
As long as you're sassy, it makes me smile :)

Sarang hae yo, I only tell you
I will love you and forever more
I promise
Baby, you will see
Every part of me belongs to you

I.. love you...
...I thought... you didn't love me anymore...
No matter what happens.
I'll always be your side...
I love you....

Wait for me...

Drowning

2010-03-30T01:00:00.001-04:00

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

It matters

2010-03-28T00:48:00.003-04:00

I can't just walk away
I can't just choose something else to get over
No matter how big the scar is
It all matters
You matter

Please don't go
This is your home

My wish

2010-03-27T14:59:00.002-04:00

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
I hope you know somebody loves you

I may forgive but I never forget
My life will never be the same
The hurt and the pain can never be undone

Happy now

2010-03-26T17:34:00.002-04:00

Can I be happy now?
Can I break free somehow?
I just want to live again
Love again

Pick my pride up off of the ground
I'm ready to pick a fight
Crawl out of the dark to shine a light

Ain't everybody just trying to find a way home?

Someday

2010-03-24T00:05:00.000-04:00

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry

And maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday...

It's your all or nothing

2010-02-17T17:01:00.002-05:00

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's no one left

I don't need another man
I just need your all or nothing

I'll be waiting

2010-02-15T15:52:00.003-05:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone

You could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
How could you forget about me?
You got me feeling crazy
How can you walk away?

What will it take to make you come back
I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough

I'll Be Waiting...

And on your face I...

2010-02-12T02:29:00.000-05:00

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

One Last Cry

2009-12-03T00:55:00.002-05:00

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

Separuh Jiwaku Pergi

2009-11-24T03:05:00.000-05:00

Separuh Jiwaku Pergi
Memang indah semua
Tapi berakhir luka
Kau main hati
Dengan sadarmu
Kau tinggal aku

Benar ku mencintaimu
Tapi tak begini
Kau khianati hati ini
Kau curangi aku

Kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
Selama dengan aku
Itu ucap bibirmu
Kau dustakan semua
Yang kita bina
Kau hancurkan semua

Right Now

2009-09-15T15:13:00.002-04:00

It's been so long

That I haven't seen your face

I'm trying to be strong

But the strength I have is washing away

Why can't it be the way it was?

Cos you were my homie, lover and friend

Watching everyday that goes by

I can't lie

I miss you much

Gives you hell

2009-07-09T19:07:00.003-04:00

When you see my face,
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way,
Hope it gives you hell

And you're the fool, I'm just as well, hope it gives you hell
I hope that it puts you through hell

My climb

2009-07-05T20:01:00.001-04:00

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

and yes, I'm breaking

What is life?

2009-07-01T20:03:00.001-04:00

Life isn't about
finding yourself.
Life is about
CREATING yourself.

Without you

2009-06-04T23:25:00.000-04:00

It's been the longest spring without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

My life would suck without you

2009-06-02T14:54:00.003-04:00

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go

Cause we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

- Kelly Clarkson

Always Have a dream ?

2009-05-06T13:34:00.003-04:00

Forget about the days when its been cloudy,
but don’t forget your hours in the sun

Forget about the times you’ve been defeated
but don’t forget the victories you’ve won

Forget about mistakes that you can't change now
but don’t forget the lessons that you’ve learnt

Forget about misfortunes you encounter
but don’t forget the times your luck has turned

Forget about the days when you’ve been lonely
but don’t forget the friendly smiles you’ve seen

Forget about the plans that didn’t seem to work out right
but don’t forget to always have a dream

By Amanda Bradley

I don't know how to dream another dream ...
I am lost in the midst of life ...
Have I stopped dreaming?